Well. Now, years later, erstwhile I calmly remember this memorable event and how I got out of it, it's hard to believe that specified an event would seem like a meaningless incident, he decided that erstwhile I fell down, I could bounce back, go back to the edge of the abyss, lift the weight, and go to the plateau. And what is most important, already on more solid principles, more strengthened and full of religion in my own strength, which I frequently avoided with a wide arch.
I realize that not everything in life goes smoothly. And even if it is simply a probability, slips and falls, it may be – although it doesn't gotta – very common and damn depressing. In my life, she had to. I was comforted by the fact that others, too, do not have easy and easy, but worse and harder, and some, are even more shattered and contaminant than me, which gave a certain amount of satisfaction.
Paradoxically, the happiness of others could besides build and give me a hell of quite a few fun. Especially in situations where I tried to do so in my own twisted way. aid make happy moments. Although more and more often, with the other effect than expected. Unfortunately, I was frequently discouraged from doing so further.
Anyway, at least for a moment, I forgot my own problems wrapped in scars. They sometimes burned the brain out of all the positives. After all, I frequently tried to thank providence for not being in a lost position. I didn't hold a grudge against the full planet and envy that there were others who were doing everything right.
Although... I don't know. There were exceptions, erstwhile it was completely the opposite, and again I had to buy everyday objects, completely broken by me, exacerbated by frustration, discouragement, and specified human weakness. I besides utilized to thin out the window and bless the planet with my mediate finger.
