He writes D.
‘After a fresh message from a friend of mine (we all know that relationship between a female and a man does not exist), I began to wonder how it could have been so many years ago, and she calls (sobriety, not in the mediate of the night) and tells me that she knows that I inactive care about her so that I can yet admit that I have feelings for her.
We met through Our Class, a sign of our times. We were from the same town, she started visiting my profile, I wrote to her. I remember kissing her after 1 of my meetings. She walled her up, walked out of the car without saying a word, and, like she was speechless, walked into the house... And I think that's erstwhile it started...
But I didn't know what I wanted.
She got married, which was stupid for me due to the fact that love wasn't there. all now and then, she would write, call, complain about him, be unhappy, but before the wedding, she knew I didn't want her to marry him, and she did. Now what does he want? Why is he telling me all this? She made her decision, chose him.
After a fewer years, she divorced, left him. Now it's ringing. 1 day I'd meet her without thinking, drop everything and go to her.
But now?
I've changed, people have changed me. I set my life apart from Poland, I wanted to start again. Feelings are an unnecessary privilege that I can afford little and little often, and surely to women.
After a fewer weeks, however, I called her and found out that she already had someone, that she was leaving for him, and she was a small annoyed by my phone, my questions. I cut contact, removed her from friends on Facebook, Instagram.
No, it's not over. After a fewer weeks, she invited me on Facebook.
I said: “You have a boyfriend, you live together, you sleep with him, you spend time with him. possibly you should think I don't feel like watching pictures of you and your boyfriend. It's over." She says: “Do what you want. I will not search anyone’s attention if anyone does not want it.”
She doesn't realize me, I don't realize her.
Today I see how frequently people are with individual due to the fact that they're afraid to be alone, run distant from a relationship. They want to be saved due to the fact that they cannot take work for their lives.“
The Most Beautiful Love communicative in History
CI lived this letter and was reminded of “Flying Lovers from Vitebsk” – 1 of the most beautiful love stories in the past of the world, and in the planet of art it is for sure.
Marc and Bella Chagall.
Eight years younger than him, they met in Vitebsk.
He – the mediocre man, the boy of the seller follows and illiterate, she from a powerful and wealthy family. Her father was a rich jeweler, like a good kebs of beef and mutton.
She was definitely besides young for today's standards, barely 14 years old. But these were different times, and their assessment from today's position does not make much sense, due to the fact that simply moral norms were different and the planet was different. This planet is gone, as is ours in a moment.
In her diaries, Bella wrote about her first meeting: “I was amazed by his eyes, they were blue as heaven... I'm taking my eyes off. Nobody says anything. We both feel our hearts beating.”
In the autobiography “My Life” Chagall besides described this moment: “Her silence is my silence, her eyes are my eyes. As if she knew everything about my childhood, present and future, as if she saw through me.”
Her household is furious. I don't want a son-in-law, a bare ass who paints his eyes and lips.
Marc and Bella are inactive texting each other.
He's just starting to paint. He goes to Paris, meets Picasso (later he confesses that Chagall is “the only artist who truly understands color”), Delaunay, Léger and Modigliani.
It's like The Beatles says, "You're cool, man, you can play with us."
Later there is Berlin, the first individual exhibition, handsome Marc proposing to dazzlingly beautiful Bella in a letter and being accepted.
In the meantime, she studies at the Faculty of doctrine and past of the University of St. Petersburg. He goes to acting classes in Stanisławski's studio.
Bella poses Marc for the painting. I hear she's the first female he sees naked. They're getting married, they're having a daughter fast. Later there is an escape, first from the USSR, before the Soviets, then from France, before the Nazis.
It's Bella who's pushing it. And so he saves their lives twice. They're both Jewish.
Bella dies in the States, only 49 years old. Marc doesn't paint for 9 months. He can't. She keeps her notebook and fills it with illustrations for another 20 years, drawing on empty pages and surrounding the notes Belli with colorful portraits of herself and both of them. On 1 of the most moving drawings, he sits in front of the easel, contemplating the red image depicting him and Bella, with 1 hand touching the canvas, and the another holding it at his heart. Another appears as a drunk, sitting next to a bottle marked with his initials.
Marc dies at 97, inactive loving Bella.
You gotta usage your time
Ciekawe, present Bella on Tinder would have a description:
"Strong women scare off weak men, I don't like capitalism, I don't want drama and problems, I want a safe relation like a relationship. Only over 180 cm tall. If you are incapable to take me to dinner at a restaurant, decision left.”
I don't think so.
But I know it takes everything to get into time.
Marc met Bella erstwhile she was besides young. However, it was their time and what seemed impossible – but it did. Against absolutely everything.
Life is characterized by long periods of boredom. But it besides gives us window shifts. And if individual tries harder, they have more.
This is the case with work – there are possibilities that open erstwhile all 20 years, and if individual does not get into it, they will not accomplish anything here – never.
This is the case with creativity – something that may seem like a challah, abruptly hits the current emotions of people.
And that's absolutely unforgivable.
This is the case with children – if they do not bond with them at the right time, they will not win later. Children accept the planet created by adults and then transfer it to their own relationships.
Love window's over, too.
MArc broke up with Bella, though he didn't want to. She died – as you say in inexpensive romances – breaking his heart. Their time is up.
D. of the letter flung on a mad carousel while she was flying after others or deafening the emptiness of others. And they were incapable to meet at the right time.
Their time hasn't even begun. They were deprived of the chance to observe the feelings and physical decay of their bodies.
Perhaps due to the fact that they were besides arrogant and besides selfish to make any attempts here.
Sometimes we wake up in bed next to individual well known and abruptly we feel like there's nothing left. Everything got utilized up, everything burned out – there were only 2 empty tanks left that had nothing left to fill.
Or there's a time erstwhile we can't love anyone anymore. The people around us are either tools or objects to deliver skirmish and short pleasure.
If you don't jump, if you don't take a chance, it won't work.
D. writes: “We only regret the things we have not done. present I realize that erstwhile I was with a beautiful girl on the Vistula River, the fact that we drink wine, is simply a warm summertime night, we look at the illuminated Prague, we hear the sound of the Vistula at night, we talk – now I know that this minute will never happen again.
That we'll never be so young again, so beautiful, so drunk. possibly next day we won't want each another anymore. If I don't kiss her now, I may never get a chance to effort again... And I didn't, due to the fact that it was our last specified night.”
This remains: grief and memories.
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